):

i dunno whats wrong with myself.
fuck.

what do i wan?
i wan to say out all my feelings abt the little parts and parcels these days.
but i dun wan u to know alr and stressed out abt it.
and try to change urself to give in to me in everything.

thou i made full use of today to spend with my family, i still feel a lil disappointed.
i duno what i wan.
cos even if we meet, we wont be doing really meaningful thing i guess?
pool? no.
prawning? no.
pub? no. cos im allergic.
movie? we wont be able to get tickets.
supper? where to go for supper?
slacked at home? u'd end up falling asleep?
i noe u work monring shift and gets to slp very lil.

im sorry i didnt want to go out with ur frens.
cos i dun wanna be left out, out of 10 over shatec frens of urs.
and u'll be stuck in the centre.

ima problematic girlfriend.
i dunno wtf im angry with..
you?
me?
myself?

told u sometimes ur emo-ness can be passed to me.
avoidance is not the best resort.

):

i dunno whats wrong with myself.
fuck.

what do i wan?
i wan to say out all my feelings abt the little parts and parcels these days.
but i dun wan u to know alr and stressed out abt it.
and try to change urself to give in to me in everything.

thou i made full use of today to spend with my family, i still feel a lil disappointed.
i duno what i wan.
cos even if we meet, we wont be doing really meaningful thing i guess?
pool? no.
prawning? no.
pub? no. cos im allergic.
movie? we wont be able to get tickets.
supper? where to go for supper?
slacked at home? u'd end up falling asleep?
i noe u work monring shift and gets to slp very lil.

im sorry i didnt want to go out with ur frens.
cos i dun wanna be left out, out of 10 over shatec frens of urs.
and u'll be stuck in the centre.

ima problematic girlfriend.
i dunno wtf im angry with..
you?
me?
myself?

told u sometimes ur emo-ness can be passed to me.
avoidance is not the best resort.