family day today.
slept at 5am last night. but this time round is for myself, not anyone else. cos i stayed up to watch devil beside u. ok i very slow i noe. but i feel so sweet to see the couples together.
woked up around 1 plus and headed to PS with parents.
SPOTLIGHT and DAISO. they bought many handicraft things, i like handicraft too, esp doing for my partner. but today, i dont see the need for me to do and put in more effort. watched where got ghost again -.- sian. if not for sis i wont wanna go again lah. lucky dun have to pay.
shopped around with sis. bought a tank top from m)phosis. rarr. i like all the 3 tops i tried. but im broke. zzz.
cabbed back whoo!
im watching devil beside u now again.
*.*
byebye
everytime when i thought things are going to turn better,
things will change.
i dont know if i should just pass it on and give us another chance again.
watching why why love these days.
I KNOW IM SLOW.
but!
HE JUN XIANG IS SERIOUSLY DAMN HANDSOME!~~~~~
@.@
last paper tml, and i spent about 6-7 hrs watching my show..
0 hours on studying.. great!
and after tml i'll be free like a bird waiting for my SIP -.-
sighs..2 more weeks..
just a short post.
will upload photos next time.
see my mood bah.
byebye.
i have to stop all these things from occupying my mind. i need to focus on my last 2 papers. i really have to. i cant let these things affect my grades. i hope wednesday come soon. exams faster end.
many songs describe how i feel..
妥协
亲爱的
sometimes love just aint enough
伤痕
讨厌
lovefool
氧气球
faster sleep faster sleep.
faster feel tired. throw everything behind my mind.
throw throw throw!
fuck. may,u have to be strong.
i wonder do you read my blog nowadays?
this is not the kind of love i want. its different from the past.
i hate the kind of insecurities u are giving me, like now.
i dont want to think about what u are doing, why arent u picking up my calls nor replying my messages.
i know its impossible for u to not know that i called or sms u. cause u always hold ur fone by ur side.
the biggest possibility is, you dont wanna pick. i dun know why.
sigh. this is not the bf i once had. no.
someone who love me wont do this. maybe u think that im irritating. arg.
it end soon..
god, please help me and get me out of this shit.
i hope u love me more than i love u
i hope i will care less about u
i hope everything will be very sweet like the past
i hope u will somehow think for my feelings
i hope.
i hope i can be more independent
i hope i can forget about everything
i hope i can change my character and everything
i hate myself. can someone just knock me down. fuck !
ive been missing from the cyber world for a couple of days.
tuesday/wed, i forgot which day i went to tamp and bought a pair of gladiator sandals, which is v cheap. and ya i think wed i went bugis with shan and jasp to pray haha. PRAY. for my TP and other things. shopped ard bugis street, seriously only bugis let me feel shiok to shop. bought a stripe tank top . dinner at Iluma, Empirestate- thumbsup! the cabonara is affordable and the standard is better den pasta mania! yummy~thursday, my along awaited TP . haha wanna noe the results? i failed. terribly. but i dun feel sad at all -.- 42 points. scary right, i also duno how i manage to break record. retaking at 16th nov. hope i can pass this time round.friday, woke up and go to bee hse and find him. after tt accompany him to hougang and cut hair. den we go PP to eat pastamania, he saw chao guo hui when he's in the toilet and he purposely waited for him to come out of the cubicle -.- we 'tailed' him for awhile den go giant shopping when we received a bad news call...bf is gg army next month. ):its like so sudden can! nb ! one mth before give notice like wth! thousands of things go thru my mind and i sort of cant control my emotions. ( i know very kuazhang, many of my frens bf also in army but i jus cant adapt lah! ) ok, enuf said. after which bought KOI and go home while he go chalet at night. i packed my whole freaking cupboard . messy like hell ! i got mountains of clothes but i still feel i have no clothes. saturday work 11-9pm. go home and watch fated to love u. till 3 am. @.@ i had a sudden crave for beard papa chocolate fondue! after work i went to walk ard and i happen to see a poster with a tiny beard papa sign at Century Sq. i was darn happy i swear! i tot y i so super heng ah! end up go to the counter realised its sold out. -.- sad. today, kns, nth on at all but i auto wake at 9am ZUN ZUN ! omg!! feel so qi gek! i tot i can peacefully slp till 1 or 2 pm! !@#!@@#$% nua till 12 plus when darling sms me. washed up den go ah mah hse with mummy. she bought chocolate for me! =D and bubble tea so gd hor. up at ah ma hse i watched Berverly Hill s Chihuahua, its a nice movie i like! the german sheperd dog is so cool and handsome. bus-ed home with parents after tt. *im feeling hungry now* have no mood to online shop nor chat this few days. shut down from the outside world. and i seriously need to start doing my revision. i dun wanna fail and retake supp paper! stupid blogger cannot upload fotos! Rarrr !Labels: army, clothes, tp
will update soon with pictures okay!
quite alot in my camera regarding national day and some with jasp which is taken today.
but i lazy to connect and get it frm her now.
anyway, 3 pprs down.
2 gone.
CB was CB.
i nv felt so helpless other den MBS. =X only know hw to do one pathetic question out of 5.
darn it. GIVE ME A JUST PASS PLS !
and TP is nearing..
i want to escape from reality man, i dun wanna face the fact tt i gotta retake.
20% confidence in passing. rarr.
i had feifei today (: like finally. happy sad happy sad happy sad happy.
and i randomly bought a new pair of sandals today muahaha! jasp bought her cap. shan gt her fotos. 四马路 tml.
byebye
Exams!
ehhs! tuesday:
woke up early to take mc. freaking boring. and tiring.. mummy came to find me after that. walk around and had my lunch.
went for the SRA course. it was fun! not as boring and lame as i expected it to be.
luckily susan was there with me. not so lonely. forgot to take pic with her wasted. got one noisy aunty from G2000 keep talking non stop. zzz.
i cab alot of times. frm lavendar cab to key point, key point cab to reservoir mac to study and at night cab back home. $$$
study till late night and meet bee. but he was only 1/4 with me. 3/4 sleeping. but im happy he say he got miss me after 4 days. ohwell~ and he say i dress like a lawyer hahahaha!
wednesday skipped MA tut. for the first time.
had breakfast with shan and jasp at the market and proceed on with studying again. kevin came to acc shan. so sweet~ nvm. da da da.... bee hp low batt so i can only go his hse downstairs sit till he come. and luckily he come within 30 mins. like a stupid like tt. he say will go out de, but after wrestling he dont wan alr. ended up sleeping. i was really frustrated till a point i wanted to scream out, like bursting liao. cause the day b4 he v tired, den today say wan come my hse or go out end up all nv go den he just slp. i noe i shud be understanding tt he slp v lil the previous night. i need to wake up early too, all i wan is to spend quality time with him, i dun mind sleeping lesser. aiya dunno how to explain. reached home at 1 plus. was tired initially but end up i cant slp. so sort of count down till morning.
i think my legs look thin in this pic. but its all illusion. =/
SIT today abit cui. 20 marks i dunno hw to do.
go home, forgot need to renew PDL so go inter with mama. bought a short and masks.
back home, sing, play com, nua, nap 45 min wake up study 1 hr go bedok south for dinner with family. freaking long and tiring journey.. @.@ back home study 2 hrs and here i am.
Our different drinks.
Random shot of my living room
My mummy's zhan li pin: $1 each
waiting for him to call me. 10 times call him 8 times miss call. i dun understand why.
its always like this. I HAVE TO INDEPENDENT !! MAY! STUPID !
cheryl buy for me de Little Miss Chatterbox.
LOVE U!
hope tml will be a good day. Sat as well.
byebye. godbless my SM tml.
Outdated photos during project days:
aaron looked like a monkey here!
jasp very cute! shan looks like she got tumor =X
i just met tornado
GROW ! NEH NEH GROW!
last min replacement from 2-7 yesterday.
back home after that, i did alot of homey stuffs like washing my need-to-be-handwash clothes, mask, sing and play com.
today, go sch just to copy SIT notes from mukai. he seriously hor..
when can he ever speak up. super quiet. and i found him staring blankly at me for quite awhile, so i look back, and he suddenly ask: when's ur TP?
zzz. den nvm we went to photocopy notes, i kept talking non stop about craps lah, and he suddenly pop out: dont be scare for ur TP.. @.@ super random can!
went opposite for lunch with jasp, aaron and mukai.
watson, me and jasp bought the velcro stick onto ur hair without leaving marks thingy. COOL LAH~ only two bucks. usually $5 leh.
bused home and i slept from 3 plus all the way till 7 plus 8pm.
i had super weird dreams! i dreamt of ozh ps-ing me, i dreamt of eclipse and damn real man the dream. and i dreamt of gold fish and some bloated head monster. whatever can. i think im tired out for the past few days/ weeks/ mths. my sis say i slp til v tak glam.
here im until now nv really study lah. im dead.
no supper today, neither tml cause he's working back to back. luckily i have learnt to eat first and nt wait for him or hoping for supper, if nt in the end i sure starve die. sighs.
tml gotta geng mc, go for course and renew my PDL.
freaking hell lot of things to do. RARR.
the only thing im looking forward to is ..
WEAR NEW CLOTHES ! =D
i feel there's sth missing out in my life. but i dunno what isit. hmm.
ignore my bg pls.
mummy gave me this, very nice hor? for my earrings
ok end randomly byebye
Let's go back to the past
my posts has been rather emotional for the past two days.
put aside all those disheartening and unpleasant things, there are a few which is worth my smile for awhile.
firstly, ozh commented that my current bangs look much nicer than the last time, which was quite surprising cause i was all ready for him to say my new hair sucks.
secondly, he really caught Dale for me. we tried 13 bucks initially and gave up because no more money. after our so-called-supper which i didnt eat anything at all, we are left with 1 dollar. and bee decided to give it a try! AND YAY!! WE REALLY MANAGED TO CATCH DALE WITH THAT ONE DOLLAR! =D
thirdly, i went to bugis yesterday with fei de , my best "sista"! and i bought quite a hell lot of things: one bag, one top+highwaist shorts, three earrings and three belts ! whoosh!
thousand of things run thru my mind these days.
national day is nearing,
so is our 14th mth.
and also TP.
and bee's bday.
i hope we can spend all these occassions every year. i really do.
to the one studying in AS, starts with a "G", end with a "A"
you suck. get a life.
Labels: happy, onebitch
family day today.
slept at 5am last night. but this time round is for myself, not anyone else. cos i stayed up to watch devil beside u. ok i very slow i noe. but i feel so sweet to see the couples together.
woked up around 1 plus and headed to PS with parents.
SPOTLIGHT and DAISO. they bought many handicraft things, i like handicraft too, esp doing for my partner. but today, i dont see the need for me to do and put in more effort. watched where got ghost again -.- sian. if not for sis i wont wanna go again lah. lucky dun have to pay.
shopped around with sis. bought a tank top from m)phosis. rarr. i like all the 3 tops i tried. but im broke. zzz.
cabbed back whoo!
im watching devil beside u now again.
*.*
byebye
everytime when i thought things are going to turn better,
things will change.
i dont know if i should just pass it on and give us another chance again.
watching why why love these days.
I KNOW IM SLOW.
but!
HE JUN XIANG IS SERIOUSLY DAMN HANDSOME!~~~~~
@.@
last paper tml, and i spent about 6-7 hrs watching my show..
0 hours on studying.. great!
and after tml i'll be free like a bird waiting for my SIP -.-
sighs..2 more weeks..
just a short post.
will upload photos next time.
see my mood bah.
byebye.
i have to stop all these things from occupying my mind. i need to focus on my last 2 papers. i really have to. i cant let these things affect my grades. i hope wednesday come soon. exams faster end.
many songs describe how i feel..
妥协
亲爱的
sometimes love just aint enough
伤痕
讨厌
lovefool
氧气球
faster sleep faster sleep.
faster feel tired. throw everything behind my mind.
throw throw throw!
fuck. may,u have to be strong.
i wonder do you read my blog nowadays?
this is not the kind of love i want. its different from the past.
i hate the kind of insecurities u are giving me, like now.
i dont want to think about what u are doing, why arent u picking up my calls nor replying my messages.
i know its impossible for u to not know that i called or sms u. cause u always hold ur fone by ur side.
the biggest possibility is, you dont wanna pick. i dun know why.
sigh. this is not the bf i once had. no.
someone who love me wont do this. maybe u think that im irritating. arg.
it end soon..
god, please help me and get me out of this shit.
i hope u love me more than i love u
i hope i will care less about u
i hope everything will be very sweet like the past
i hope u will somehow think for my feelings
i hope.
i hope i can be more independent
i hope i can forget about everything
i hope i can change my character and everything
i hate myself. can someone just knock me down. fuck !
ive been missing from the cyber world for a couple of days.
tuesday/wed, i forgot which day i went to tamp and bought a pair of gladiator sandals, which is v cheap. and ya i think wed i went bugis with shan and jasp to pray haha. PRAY. for my TP and other things. shopped ard bugis street, seriously only bugis let me feel shiok to shop. bought a stripe tank top . dinner at Iluma, Empirestate- thumbsup! the cabonara is affordable and the standard is better den pasta mania! yummy~thursday, my along awaited TP . haha wanna noe the results? i failed. terribly. but i dun feel sad at all -.- 42 points. scary right, i also duno how i manage to break record. retaking at 16th nov. hope i can pass this time round.friday, woke up and go to bee hse and find him. after tt accompany him to hougang and cut hair. den we go PP to eat pastamania, he saw chao guo hui when he's in the toilet and he purposely waited for him to come out of the cubicle -.- we 'tailed' him for awhile den go giant shopping when we received a bad news call...bf is gg army next month. ):its like so sudden can! nb ! one mth before give notice like wth! thousands of things go thru my mind and i sort of cant control my emotions. ( i know very kuazhang, many of my frens bf also in army but i jus cant adapt lah! ) ok, enuf said. after which bought KOI and go home while he go chalet at night. i packed my whole freaking cupboard . messy like hell ! i got mountains of clothes but i still feel i have no clothes. saturday work 11-9pm. go home and watch fated to love u. till 3 am. @.@ i had a sudden crave for beard papa chocolate fondue! after work i went to walk ard and i happen to see a poster with a tiny beard papa sign at Century Sq. i was darn happy i swear! i tot y i so super heng ah! end up go to the counter realised its sold out. -.- sad. today, kns, nth on at all but i auto wake at 9am ZUN ZUN ! omg!! feel so qi gek! i tot i can peacefully slp till 1 or 2 pm! !@#!@@#$% nua till 12 plus when darling sms me. washed up den go ah mah hse with mummy. she bought chocolate for me! =D and bubble tea so gd hor. up at ah ma hse i watched Berverly Hill s Chihuahua, its a nice movie i like! the german sheperd dog is so cool and handsome. bus-ed home with parents after tt. *im feeling hungry now* have no mood to online shop nor chat this few days. shut down from the outside world. and i seriously need to start doing my revision. i dun wanna fail and retake supp paper! stupid blogger cannot upload fotos! Rarrr !Labels: army, clothes, tp
will update soon with pictures okay!
quite alot in my camera regarding national day and some with jasp which is taken today.
but i lazy to connect and get it frm her now.
anyway, 3 pprs down.
2 gone.
CB was CB.
i nv felt so helpless other den MBS. =X only know hw to do one pathetic question out of 5.
darn it. GIVE ME A JUST PASS PLS !
and TP is nearing..
i want to escape from reality man, i dun wanna face the fact tt i gotta retake.
20% confidence in passing. rarr.
i had feifei today (: like finally. happy sad happy sad happy sad happy.
and i randomly bought a new pair of sandals today muahaha! jasp bought her cap. shan gt her fotos. 四马路 tml.
byebye
Exams!
ehhs! tuesday:
woke up early to take mc. freaking boring. and tiring.. mummy came to find me after that. walk around and had my lunch.
went for the SRA course. it was fun! not as boring and lame as i expected it to be.
luckily susan was there with me. not so lonely. forgot to take pic with her wasted. got one noisy aunty from G2000 keep talking non stop. zzz.
i cab alot of times. frm lavendar cab to key point, key point cab to reservoir mac to study and at night cab back home. $$$
study till late night and meet bee. but he was only 1/4 with me. 3/4 sleeping. but im happy he say he got miss me after 4 days. ohwell~ and he say i dress like a lawyer hahahaha!
wednesday skipped MA tut. for the first time.
had breakfast with shan and jasp at the market and proceed on with studying again. kevin came to acc shan. so sweet~ nvm. da da da.... bee hp low batt so i can only go his hse downstairs sit till he come. and luckily he come within 30 mins. like a stupid like tt. he say will go out de, but after wrestling he dont wan alr. ended up sleeping. i was really frustrated till a point i wanted to scream out, like bursting liao. cause the day b4 he v tired, den today say wan come my hse or go out end up all nv go den he just slp. i noe i shud be understanding tt he slp v lil the previous night. i need to wake up early too, all i wan is to spend quality time with him, i dun mind sleeping lesser. aiya dunno how to explain. reached home at 1 plus. was tired initially but end up i cant slp. so sort of count down till morning.
i think my legs look thin in this pic. but its all illusion. =/
SIT today abit cui. 20 marks i dunno hw to do.
go home, forgot need to renew PDL so go inter with mama. bought a short and masks.
back home, sing, play com, nua, nap 45 min wake up study 1 hr go bedok south for dinner with family. freaking long and tiring journey.. @.@ back home study 2 hrs and here i am.
Our different drinks.
Random shot of my living room
My mummy's zhan li pin: $1 each
waiting for him to call me. 10 times call him 8 times miss call. i dun understand why.
its always like this. I HAVE TO INDEPENDENT !! MAY! STUPID !
cheryl buy for me de Little Miss Chatterbox.
LOVE U!
hope tml will be a good day. Sat as well.
byebye. godbless my SM tml.
Outdated photos during project days:
aaron looked like a monkey here!
jasp very cute! shan looks like she got tumor =X
i just met tornado
GROW ! NEH NEH GROW!
last min replacement from 2-7 yesterday.
back home after that, i did alot of homey stuffs like washing my need-to-be-handwash clothes, mask, sing and play com.
today, go sch just to copy SIT notes from mukai. he seriously hor..
when can he ever speak up. super quiet. and i found him staring blankly at me for quite awhile, so i look back, and he suddenly ask: when's ur TP?
zzz. den nvm we went to photocopy notes, i kept talking non stop about craps lah, and he suddenly pop out: dont be scare for ur TP.. @.@ super random can!
went opposite for lunch with jasp, aaron and mukai.
watson, me and jasp bought the velcro stick onto ur hair without leaving marks thingy. COOL LAH~ only two bucks. usually $5 leh.
bused home and i slept from 3 plus all the way till 7 plus 8pm.
i had super weird dreams! i dreamt of ozh ps-ing me, i dreamt of eclipse and damn real man the dream. and i dreamt of gold fish and some bloated head monster. whatever can. i think im tired out for the past few days/ weeks/ mths. my sis say i slp til v tak glam.
here im until now nv really study lah. im dead.
no supper today, neither tml cause he's working back to back. luckily i have learnt to eat first and nt wait for him or hoping for supper, if nt in the end i sure starve die. sighs.
tml gotta geng mc, go for course and renew my PDL.
freaking hell lot of things to do. RARR.
the only thing im looking forward to is ..
WEAR NEW CLOTHES ! =D
i feel there's sth missing out in my life. but i dunno what isit. hmm.
ignore my bg pls.
mummy gave me this, very nice hor? for my earrings
ok end randomly byebye
Let's go back to the past
my posts has been rather emotional for the past two days.
put aside all those disheartening and unpleasant things, there are a few which is worth my smile for awhile.
firstly, ozh commented that my current bangs look much nicer than the last time, which was quite surprising cause i was all ready for him to say my new hair sucks.
secondly, he really caught Dale for me. we tried 13 bucks initially and gave up because no more money. after our so-called-supper which i didnt eat anything at all, we are left with 1 dollar. and bee decided to give it a try! AND YAY!! WE REALLY MANAGED TO CATCH DALE WITH THAT ONE DOLLAR! =D
thirdly, i went to bugis yesterday with fei de , my best "sista"! and i bought quite a hell lot of things: one bag, one top+highwaist shorts, three earrings and three belts ! whoosh!
thousand of things run thru my mind these days.
national day is nearing,
so is our 14th mth.
and also TP.
and bee's bday.
i hope we can spend all these occassions every year. i really do.
to the one studying in AS, starts with a "G", end with a "A"
you suck. get a life.
Labels: happy, onebitch
i think my legs look thin in this pic. but its all illusion. =/
Our different drinks.
Random shot of my living room
My mummy's zhan li pin: $1 each
cheryl buy for me de Little Miss Chatterbox.
aaron looked like a monkey here! 
jasp very cute! shan looks like she got tumor =X
i just met tornado
GROW ! NEH NEH GROW!
ignore my bg pls.
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