im feeling really sucky now.
why is this kinda feeling coming back.
like shan said why do women gets sensitive so easily and kick up a fuss out of nothing.
i seriously dont know too.


im selfish.
im controlling.
im irritating.
im ridiculous.
im rubbish.
im not understanding.
im sick.
i sucked.


i know u want your freedom too.
i know u give me ample time when im with my friends.
i know you can find things and do when im out with my friends.
i dunno y im feeling this way.
isit because im afraid of loneliness even for a moment?
or because im just purely a selfish and control freak?

i often ask myself why do i get upset when u are out with your friends.
there's no reason for me to be upset about.
i put myself in ur shoes.
but i still cant find an answer.
i really hope there's somebody there who is really wise and respectable for me to tell me what is my fcuking problem.

i often think about it when this topics led to our quarrels and debate,
that you would leave me one day because u cant tolerate all this shits.
you must be feeling that im a unreasonable gf.


i think all the problem lies with me.
its me . HELP ! i really need counselling !

if any one of u can explain to me why im behaving this way, can u tell me?
wintersonata21@hotmail.com
isit just me? or all the girls are like that.




I HATE MYSELF.

im feeling really sucky now.
why is this kinda feeling coming back.
like shan said why do women gets sensitive so easily and kick up a fuss out of nothing.
i seriously dont know too.


im selfish.
im controlling.
im irritating.
im ridiculous.
im rubbish.
im not understanding.
im sick.
i sucked.


i know u want your freedom too.
i know u give me ample time when im with my friends.
i know you can find things and do when im out with my friends.
i dunno y im feeling this way.
isit because im afraid of loneliness even for a moment?
or because im just purely a selfish and control freak?

i often ask myself why do i get upset when u are out with your friends.
there's no reason for me to be upset about.
i put myself in ur shoes.
but i still cant find an answer.
i really hope there's somebody there who is really wise and respectable for me to tell me what is my fcuking problem.

i often think about it when this topics led to our quarrels and debate,
that you would leave me one day because u cant tolerate all this shits.
you must be feeling that im a unreasonable gf.


i think all the problem lies with me.
its me . HELP ! i really need counselling !

if any one of u can explain to me why im behaving this way, can u tell me?
wintersonata21@hotmail.com
isit just me? or all the girls are like that.




I HATE MYSELF.