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Im born on 21 May 90, thats the reason for my name! i dont look like a 20 neither do i behave like one. Singing is my passion and talking is my forte

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Written at Thursday, July 30, 2009 | back to top

many times of the day i feel like blogging.
i have thousands of thoughts running thru my mind.
suddenly im feeling so lost, i dunno who im anymore.
i've chnged, alot.
in one aspect. hw much more can i endure? im still choose to hold on..
i didnt want to make u feel stress on top of ur own working load at this point of time.
but i need care and concern too..
i get disappointed by every lil thing u do, yet a simple "but i love u" fr u can make me so happy.
who knows the next min, u pushed me down into another cliff of unhappiness and disappointments.

and did u realised hw much disappointments have u caused me this two months?
countless. and im starting to get use to everything u say but nt being able to keep it.
i noe sometimes its nt within ur control but, can u spare a tot for me at times?
all i want is a simple rs tt can be happy, shorter meeting time, i accept it. as long as we gt meet or its quality time spent im fine with it.
but when we go out, the old issues came back.

sometimes i hope u dun call or sms me. cause it wont b sth gd. i'd rather u dun call n everything will go as planned.
i wont qi dai u to sms me during ur break either, cause i dun wan t b disappointed and waiting beside my fone all the while.

i get so excited abt meeting u.
i dressedup, make up,planned this and that but its like so easy for u to crush me down.
thou i noe today is bcos of ur stupid work. i totally understand.
sighs. wad else can i do?
immmm vvvvvvvvvvvvvv tired.
but i wan to walk thru this shit period of urs.
how long am i able to take it?
will u neglect me once u pass this period of time, den go happy with ur frens and events once everything is settled and give me another mental torture period?
i wont be able to take it... hais..


im sorry i have to type it all out here.
i cant talk t u abt hw i feel, cause i noe u wont feel like listeing either and u would probably think im annoying.
but i really need to let out.
all e smss and how i feel cant be sent to u, luciky theres sth call twitter.